Thursday, September 01, 2005

i dont know what to think, but i guess its not so bad. sometimes tears just surge out but its not going to be really that awful. i never knew this whole thing could be so painful. i never knew there existed such a phase, but it hurt. fortunately its over, but now everythings over.

;'(

at least i've wonderful friends to distract me. thanks juber and ali for asking me how i was, meant alot to me. and of course, tehhhhhhhhhhhh

maybe its not true that i have no friends, just a few. or maybe not. there are many who're willing to stand by me, or so they claim, but its difficult to open up to people which have some sort of resemblance to those who have betrayed your trust before.

i can't really study as much as before, everything's just sapping my energy away.

matthew admired God's creations at 7:21 PM [comment]

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